| Busy-ness. WoOt! First film. Hollerz! |
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| Ahhh summer is nice.  I went to the beach the other day so now it officially feels like it. |
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| do not want to go to work right now. bed. now. |
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| Some poeple are scared that they'll go over board... and others just deny that they do |
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| In D.C.right now with Aja. That sentence if pronounced correctly (Aja= Asia) sounds like im continentally challenged. Look at me already making remarks that i only open up to make with her. There are not many ppl who know me as well as her and as well as Yorquin do which i guess is a good thing but it scares me to think that people think im defensive. And i guess i am but growing up in NYC you kinda have to be. Any way, Im getting things straightened in my mind. A couple of days with my twin friend is just what i needed.
Am i an asshole for not going stright home at a time like this? Ruben's a big boy. Going through big things..issues and such and i should have gone home to be with him. But the truth is i did feel guilty knowing i was going to go visist D.C.to have fun when i had a perfectly good chance to go home. But i'm so tired of feeling guilty about doing what i want! Seriously, I live at schooli feel guilty that im not home with him. I Skip work or class and go home and i feel guilty im not working or studying.
God is funny.
I'll just have to face it im always on go and that can amke me look like i have no time for anyone. Hence unapproachable and defensive. And here i am defending myself once again: Im not really like that. I love to hard, work to hard and expect way to much form me.
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